Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Well, this one goes out to you people my "online" friends...
WHO AM I TO YOU?
Am I real to you or just plain invisible?
Do I bring u joy or just a load of trouble?
Am I someone that you can really trust?
Or take away the friendship and turn it into dust?
Will you be there for me when I’m sad and blue?
Or will you be a stranger and run away too?
Am I just the companion when no one else is around?
Simply pushed away when get what u want
and disappear without a sound?
Am I just an “online” friend or a real friend to you?
Tell me this, and tell me now, coz I haven’t got a clue
My social life is “online” and it shouldn’t be like so
But who am I to talk to when there’s nowhere else to go?
I’m a great listener but I also like to share,
But maybe I’m a Nobody and thus I should not care
About what this friendship means to me
Deep down inside you is not the same as what I see
To appreciate a friendship with understanding and honesty
That indeed is the ultimate key
Sometimes I tend to, go and bother you,
But then I just tell myself, this is too good to be true,
I don’t want to be that person, who you find, when you have nothing to do
Or just entertain me out of pity; is the last thing I want from you,
In the end, I just want you to know that I do have feelings too;
Even if, I’m not real to you.
By: Hamizah Ruwaida Hamzah
7.50 PM EST 22 NOVERMBER 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
Someone once told me that sometimes, it's easier to tell your problems to a stranger. Maybe coz u have like no strings attached so you can simply pour your mindless heart out. And I see some truth to this actually, based on my own experiences. I mean, I may not be a pro about all this heart and soul issues and etc. but hey I'm not sucha bad listener. Haha. I like to listen to people's problems and stuff and supposedly give the advice they need to hear, as a friend. Or if the person is a complete stranger, just a shoulder to cry on.But sometimes the advice giver can't even find the perfect advice to give herself. And she turns to other strangers for advice. Sometimes, we are in a state of denial, wanting to believe what we want to believe and not believing what's real. And sometimes, we just want people to listen to our problems or at least try make us feel better by hoping that we did the right thing. But would they give us the definite answer? I doubt it. It's like asking your professor to answer a freakin hard problem and he only leads you in the direction but doesn't give you the answer. And the truth is, we should turn to Allah for guidance because Allah will lead us in the right direction, insya ALLAH. And we should turn to Him first for support when we need it the most.Not a stranger.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Each time I say something I regret
I cry I don’t wanna lose you
But somehow I know that you would never leave me
Ironic, it seems. Ironic seems to be my current word or something.
A video, made from scratch that you finally got to see…
A poem, from the heart, not something I would write for anyone
I even carved your name in the snow, now tell me how many people would do that for u?
And you tell me I photoshop-ed it. Pfft. As if. I was shivering in the freakin cold!
Good thing I didn’t spend time composing you a song. That would just be the icing on the cake wouldn’t it?
I haven’t forgotten.
I’ve tried to forget. But it’s so much easier not to remember. Seriously.
Dear Hurt, it’s Time to pass you by.
Dear Pain, No more tears to gain
Dear Happiness, I say hello to moving on
Dear you, hope you’re happy with the choices you’ve made in your life.
I need to get a life.
Whatever that means.